i need time to believe guy

it is fucking hard to have a happy and serious relationship. i have to stress myself to think how to figure out my relationship problems. ya'll know? i've been with him for 2years and too many things had happened -.- all of the shits are i heard from people. like they said 'he is this and that' and 'she is this and that' i dont know whats wrong with the people. do they have to be tht such busybody? i know him since end of 2008 and it is been 2 years i know him. i know him well,so he does. when people open their mouth,dush! oth of us will stressed  up! i love him so much -.-

sometimes i cant even believe him -.- ya'll know,he did  text one of the HAMBA ALLAH  and i know that well as i did stalk his fb before. i did feel frustrated ut what am i supposed to do? now he's mine but hmm what to say huh? i get fed up sometime having a relationship but i love him. i just have him and i never thought of other guy tho all this while when im with him. i may look like a jerk when im with him but seriously i've been tried to the PERFECT girlfriend he ever have -.- so that he would just love me and no one else and he could forget his ex's before. but everytime i try,everythings will goes wrong. and he start to realise that i've changed but what i did is just to be PERFECT for him. guys' words nowadays are hard to be true. even how sweet he is or even how melt am i,it just need times to believe their words. people do change their mind easily and quickly without thinking twice.

i just hope that this relationship can be worked. i just dont want people to think that i am such a slut when changes a guy so many times. i want to have a serious relationship (: im hoping on that.

awww ! so sweet. how i wish could happy with him like this (: